My 1st Confession is about my Weight complains...And now this is something else that maybe it brings a bad thing to me....Ok....now my 2nd confession is.....Now I like to get / Easily Angry even More than I thought...
I really don't know how did I start to get angry so bad untill I feel like want to ended my life like seriously....maybe I've learnt from someone or I saw on the TV or see people get angry with thier wives / husbands and even children....I guess it's not a big deal.....But to me...it is something serious and I just don't know how to avoid it.....
1st thing is due to Stress...Hell Yeah..I can get nuts out of that!
2nd thing is I felt Neglected...always felt alone...even with my mom or my dad...(since my parents decide to seperate)...my whole daily life is just on the computer, my handphone, TV & bla bla bla bla.....
3rd thing...when things not worked out.....I will get angry, say bad stuff & so on....like yesterday at wiork....last minute customer say want to add 1 more person where there's only just a couple of days goin to a trip......haiz...every work is done...but...just this small matter I can easily get angry so much! I felt worst....I felt bad...but those bad feelings inside me is gone.....I holding a grundge around me....Like I memang tak puas hati sangat!
Haiz....it's a bad thing...Hmmm....even My bf says that I dh pandai marah2 org.... Yeah....Guess I know how to get angry easily....My heart & my soul tak tenang.....I felt suffering....Suffocated...Tired of all this shit!
I had Enough of it...............